[Lucky666]

but rage asked you if it's a LOAN
and you said yes
now
LOAN: A loan is a type of debt. The borrower initially does receive an amount of money from the lender, which he has to pay back, usually but not always in regular installments, to the lender. This service is generally provided at a cost, referred to as interest on the debt. A loan is of the annuity type if the amount paid periodically (for paying off and interest together) is fixed.
that means you have to pay it back
end of story
pay it back or suffer